The model and foodie just underwent endometriosis surgery to remove tissue growing abnormally outside her uterus.

It’s approximately five months after Teigen and her husband, John Legend,lost their baby, Jack.

“He would have been here any day now,” Teigen reflected onInstagramafter her surgery.

Chrissy Teigen at an Oscar event

“I’d probably be holding him as we speak…

In her stories, she’s notably disoriented, first in the hospital and then at home.

In one update from the comfort of her bed, Teigen told followers, “All numbed up.

Chrissy Teigen, John Legend and their kids

Watching Larry David,Curb Your Enthusiasm.”

An hour later, she posted another update: this one withdonuts.

She’s bitten into one already, changed her mind, and started on another.

Newsthink it’s a maple bar.)

“It’s so good,” Teigen groaned appreciatively.

It’ll be some time until Teigen is fully recovered.

“This one’s a toughie,” she shared.

“Tomorrow is going to be worse.”

All the love to you and your family.”