And, I’m struggling."
Meanwhile, Sutter goes on to share with her 336,000 followers that they’ve been “struggling for months.
Struggling to get answers.

The bad news is that there is no diagnosis for Ryan’s symptoms at this time.
Sutter goes on to wonder, “How messed up is that?
Don’t worry, I know.

It’s messed up.
But, that’s where we are.
In a holding pattern of not knowing.”
The detailed post wraps up with the formerBachelorettefinding things to be grateful for in her life.
“I know it could be worse, so for that, I am thankful.
Thankful to not have to be separated from a loved one who is dying due to COVID.
Thankful to not have 2 children with a cancer diagnosis.
She also asks for prayers for her husband and that they find an answer soon.