“I call this the divorce room because this is where Evan told me he wanted a divorce.

He was sitting right where I’m sitting” Waddell explained (viaPeople).

The kids came at the top of the pyramid and we never put ourselves at the top."

Carly Waddell sits in divorce room in new video

The former cruise ship performer also admitted, “The last two years have just been really hard.”

So, what are you gonna do?

If somebody doesn’t want to be with you, they don’t want to be with you."

Carly Waddell cuddles with her two kids

The three of us.

Which feels incredibly abnormal, and actually very sad."

I will be though.

Today is the first day that both kids are staying at Evan’s house overnight.

I feel like I’m missing a piece of my soul."