AnyLittle People, Big Worldfan worth their salt knows that pumpkin season on Roloff Farms is a big deal.

“I’m sad I won’t be there to meet some of you.

Today I’m heading to Michigan for my Mom’s memorial on Thursday and to say goodbye to her.

Amy Roloff

And grateful to be with my Dad for a little bit afterwards.

Roloff opened up about how hard things have been since losing her beloved mother.

“I’m torn with my emotions,” she wrote.

Amy Roloff

It’s a kind of mixed emotions for my heart kind of day.

Could this be Amy Roloff’s last pumpkin season?

“I truly missed meeting so many of you and dressing up,” wrote Roloff.

Amy Roloff

“Enjoy this amazing time of year Fall.”

She might also be distancing herself from pumpkin season for another reason.

The star previously revealed that she islooking for a new houseand plans to move off the family farm soon.

Caryn Chandler and Matt Roloff